My Twin Soul

Maris may be my twin soul.

Perhaps this lifetime with Maris was preparation for a future lifetime in which we will continue working together.

How can we ever know? We can only listen to what is in our hearts.

Some things are true on an emotional or spiritual level but not true on a physical or intellectual level. Truth may be a very personal and private thing.

In any event, the main ritual we chose for this year's Goddess Festival was Sirius, Star of Isis, and its theme was twin souls.

Olivia says another characteristic of Indigos is that they live on an intellectual or mental level, rather than an emotional level. They do not display much feeling. Olivia thinks perhaps Maris and I needed this incarnation in order to learn about the nature of deep and traumatic feeling, and its effect on humans.

The nature of the mind is to understand; to find meaning; and to solve problems. That is its job.

In the face of mystery, the human brain struggles desperateley to make sense of things that are not logical or reasonable. Suicide is the greatest mystery of all. And so we struggle more despaerately than ever to understand.

The twin soul is that without which the other is not complete. It is a part of us that broke off lifetimes or aeons ago. The 2 parts of this soul need to be together.

It will always be a great mystery. All we can do is trust and accept.