Bridge To Forgiveness

I am having a very hard time forgiving myself for what happened to Maris.  Ignorance is no excuse.  I am hoping this book will help.

When I pulled it off the shelf at work, just holding it made tears well up.  This book has a llot of heling in it.

I wish I could be like the people who wrote this book.

On one of the first pages it says:

"The first twenty years, you grow up.  The second twenty years, you heal from growing up...By the time you're forty, get over it.  We are human, and many mistakes were made in your growing up.  Take the next twenty years to heal, and then move on.  By the, you are what you are and you aren't what you are not."

I am having a very hard time moving on.I did not spend the next twenty years healing.  I spent the second twenty years making more mistakes.

Now, when I am supposed to be accepting myself and moving on, I am seeing myself as completely unacceptable but trying to heal from the first forty years.

I really want this book to help.