One Third of My Light Is Gone

"...And the fourth angel sounded the trumpet, and the third part of the sun was smitten, and the third part of the moon, and the third part of the stars, so that the third part of them was darkened. And the day did not shine for a third part of it,, and the night in like manner." --Rev. 8:12

I have three sons. One of them is in the spirit world. On October 26, 2009, one third of the light in my life went out forever.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Where Am I?

it has been a few months...more than three...since we lost our dearest son Maris.

it has been the longest three months of my life.

I am starting to suspect this is that place they told us about when we were growing up, where very bad people go to be tormented. My life has become Hell.

I have an extremely hard time believing that if you find yourself in Hell, and if you are willing to make changes, and pray, that you will have to stay there for eternity. For a few lifetimes, maybe, but not for all eternity.

If this is Hell, I will do my best to get myself out of here, and rescue as many others as possible

Three months can seem like an eternity.

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